Tuesday, June 5, 2012
Disrespectful Children
To all those kids out there who are being disrespectful to your parents, shut the fuck up. Your mother and father are the reasons why you are here and they are also the reason why you have the things you do. Don't take advantage of that! Trust me I know how that's like. Growing up, my mother and I didn't really get along, but as I grew, I realized that she is my mother and she has always been there for me, so I need to be there for her, well at least try to be. Now that I really don't live with my parents, I still forgive them for being way to strict sometimes, and I hope that they forgive me for being a stubborn bitch, yeah I will admit it. But my relationship with my mother, wasn't as bad as how kids treat their parents these days. I have seen kids hit their mom, call them names, and tell them things you wouldn't want to have a parent hear. If I would of talked to my mother like that, I probably would have got slapped in the face by both her and my father. The kids that get everything that they every want and still treat there parents like shit are the ones that piss me off the most. Obviously, there spending their hard earned money on your ass and you don't even appreciate it. If you were my kid, I would have you get off your lazy ass and find a job, that way you can see what the real world is like, its not easy. Yeah, I know that some kids out there don't have it easy, but still that's your parents, no matter what you have to forgive and forget. I just don't understand why kids can't wait until they are eighteen because when that comes around they can do whatever they want. So instead of calling your mom a bitch or putting your hands on your parents, why don't you just be a good kid until your ass gets kick out of the house. It's really not that hard. Thanks :) Haley.
Monday, June 4, 2012
R.I.P
Hey internet world! This today, is my first blog that I have ever wrote! I have typed my feelings up on Microsoft Word and then read through it, but I have never posted it for other people to see. I feel that since this is my first blog, that I should right about something special, which that is all the people that I've came to know and that passed away. First I want to start of with my grandfather, John Henry Linaweaver. Even though he died when I was six, I still miss him a lot! I really don't remember my pappy john, but my family says that he was my best friend when I was younger and that I would run to him for everything. I wish that was still the case. I have only really seen videos and pictures of him, but I can't say that I remember coming face to face contact with him. I wish that he could of seen me grow up. I wish that he would of saw me graduate high school and see me go to college. There is somethings that I will admit to that weren't so good, but hopefully he is still looking down on me with a big smile and saying that he is proud of who I am, no matter what! I miss you pappy John, and even though I am afraid of needles, I am going to sacrafice that and getting a portrait of you on my skin, just to show you how much I wish you were still here and also to show you how much I miss you.
David Lee Boring.
Davie was my fathers best friend. He was very smart, funny, unforgettable. The last memory I have with Davie, is when he walked all the way to my house and brought me steak for my mom to cook for me. He knew that steak was my favorite food and every time he showed up to my house he would tell my mother to go out and by me some to eat. I will never forget that day. He also made all of us laugh untill we cried. He would always make fun of my dad and say fat jokes about him ( nothing against my dad), and he would always laugh about them. He would also put on my mom's clothes and dance around! I miss him. I actually went to go see him a couple weeks ago, and I balled my eyes out. I really didn't know what to say, but hopefully he knows how I feel about him being gone.
Kathy Jean Moore, ( my boyfriends Grandmother)
Nanna Kathy was a very incredible woman, and I really liked her and what she did for my boyfriend. She was so helpful and caring. She always did what she could for other people before she could do anything for herself. The last memory I have with Kathy, is when my boyfriend, my friends, and I were drinking and she came downstairs and I hid my alcohol. I didn't want her to know I was drinking because she didn't let girls stay and I had my car with me and she probably figured that I was going to drive home after being drunk. So, I lied to her and told her I wasn't drinking and she knew I was lying. She didn't like that very much! I only lied because she was going to take me keys from me and at the time I didn't really trust anyone. But now looking back, i should of just gave her them because it was the least I could do since I was drinking in her house. I also remember her spilling a whole bottle of UV on my lap! One night, Kyle ( my boyfriend) and I walked upstairs to find her laying on the ground, but we figured that she just fell on the floor while she was sleeping, but as we though about it, we didn't hear any noise while we were downstairs. And all of a sudden, Kyle is crying and calling 9-1-1. I am balling my eyes out because even though I didn't know Nanna Kathy too well, it was still sad seeing her like that and having he gone when Kyle needed her the most. Speaking of Kyle, it was even more upsetting for me to watch him like that. Not only did his grandmother die, but he found her dead, which for me was my first time seeing something like that. I didn't know how to react. All I knew what to do was cry and hold Kyle in my arms. I figured that I should leave him alone for awhile so that he could have some space, but now that I think about it, I should of stayed there for him to let him know that everything was going to be ok, and that she is in a better place. When she died, I thought it was my fault, and still till this day, do I still believe that. If Kyle wouldn't of been downstairs with me, he would of known what was going on upstairs, which made me feel selfish. Now that I am pretty much living with Kyle, I feel like Nanna is there with me and sometimes, I am not going to lie, it creeps me out because I didn't think that Nanna liked me and sometimes I feel like she taunts me. I don't know why, that is just how I am, I know a lot of people don't believe in spirits, but I most definitely do! I want to let her know I am not there to replace her. I am just trying to do what I can to help out myself and Kyle. Nanna, we miss you, especially Kyle. He is still having parties and getting drunk lol, like the last time you saw him, but when he gets too drunk, he lets out how he feels about you! Rest easy Nanna.
Finally, the one that hit us the hardest, is
Austin Allen Prager
Austin was a high school senior at Wheeling Park High School, who was going to go into the military after he graduated. He had all of his plans ahead of him. One day, we get a call that wakes me up. My boyfriend answers it and I didn't know what time it, who was one the phone, or what the phone call consisted of. I figured it wasn't a biggie. Then I get told that Austin was found dead. I literally didn't see that coming at all! Not to long ago, it seems like I saw Austin. The last time I saw him is when we went to the mall together. He was so excited to buy Skyrim and rush home and play it. That was the first day I met him. He was one of the most politest people I have ever met. According to the people that knew him he was also the sweetest and he always help people in need of advice. He was there for people, especially people he didn't know rather than ever being there for himself. He always put others first. He was absolutely funny as well. I can't ever get that picture of us at the mall out of my mind. It feels like he is still her with us. Him being dead feels so unreal. At his funeral, I tried to hold my tears in, but I couldn't, I had to let them out. But I wasn't the only one crying. There were so many people at his funeral. That just shows how many people actually cared for him and I bet all those people wish they could of said goodbye, then again who doesn't
R.I.P to all these amazing people above. We all miss and love you!
David Lee Boring.
Davie was my fathers best friend. He was very smart, funny, unforgettable. The last memory I have with Davie, is when he walked all the way to my house and brought me steak for my mom to cook for me. He knew that steak was my favorite food and every time he showed up to my house he would tell my mother to go out and by me some to eat. I will never forget that day. He also made all of us laugh untill we cried. He would always make fun of my dad and say fat jokes about him ( nothing against my dad), and he would always laugh about them. He would also put on my mom's clothes and dance around! I miss him. I actually went to go see him a couple weeks ago, and I balled my eyes out. I really didn't know what to say, but hopefully he knows how I feel about him being gone.
Kathy Jean Moore, ( my boyfriends Grandmother)
Nanna Kathy was a very incredible woman, and I really liked her and what she did for my boyfriend. She was so helpful and caring. She always did what she could for other people before she could do anything for herself. The last memory I have with Kathy, is when my boyfriend, my friends, and I were drinking and she came downstairs and I hid my alcohol. I didn't want her to know I was drinking because she didn't let girls stay and I had my car with me and she probably figured that I was going to drive home after being drunk. So, I lied to her and told her I wasn't drinking and she knew I was lying. She didn't like that very much! I only lied because she was going to take me keys from me and at the time I didn't really trust anyone. But now looking back, i should of just gave her them because it was the least I could do since I was drinking in her house. I also remember her spilling a whole bottle of UV on my lap! One night, Kyle ( my boyfriend) and I walked upstairs to find her laying on the ground, but we figured that she just fell on the floor while she was sleeping, but as we though about it, we didn't hear any noise while we were downstairs. And all of a sudden, Kyle is crying and calling 9-1-1. I am balling my eyes out because even though I didn't know Nanna Kathy too well, it was still sad seeing her like that and having he gone when Kyle needed her the most. Speaking of Kyle, it was even more upsetting for me to watch him like that. Not only did his grandmother die, but he found her dead, which for me was my first time seeing something like that. I didn't know how to react. All I knew what to do was cry and hold Kyle in my arms. I figured that I should leave him alone for awhile so that he could have some space, but now that I think about it, I should of stayed there for him to let him know that everything was going to be ok, and that she is in a better place. When she died, I thought it was my fault, and still till this day, do I still believe that. If Kyle wouldn't of been downstairs with me, he would of known what was going on upstairs, which made me feel selfish. Now that I am pretty much living with Kyle, I feel like Nanna is there with me and sometimes, I am not going to lie, it creeps me out because I didn't think that Nanna liked me and sometimes I feel like she taunts me. I don't know why, that is just how I am, I know a lot of people don't believe in spirits, but I most definitely do! I want to let her know I am not there to replace her. I am just trying to do what I can to help out myself and Kyle. Nanna, we miss you, especially Kyle. He is still having parties and getting drunk lol, like the last time you saw him, but when he gets too drunk, he lets out how he feels about you! Rest easy Nanna.
Finally, the one that hit us the hardest, is
Austin Allen Prager
Austin was a high school senior at Wheeling Park High School, who was going to go into the military after he graduated. He had all of his plans ahead of him. One day, we get a call that wakes me up. My boyfriend answers it and I didn't know what time it, who was one the phone, or what the phone call consisted of. I figured it wasn't a biggie. Then I get told that Austin was found dead. I literally didn't see that coming at all! Not to long ago, it seems like I saw Austin. The last time I saw him is when we went to the mall together. He was so excited to buy Skyrim and rush home and play it. That was the first day I met him. He was one of the most politest people I have ever met. According to the people that knew him he was also the sweetest and he always help people in need of advice. He was there for people, especially people he didn't know rather than ever being there for himself. He always put others first. He was absolutely funny as well. I can't ever get that picture of us at the mall out of my mind. It feels like he is still her with us. Him being dead feels so unreal. At his funeral, I tried to hold my tears in, but I couldn't, I had to let them out. But I wasn't the only one crying. There were so many people at his funeral. That just shows how many people actually cared for him and I bet all those people wish they could of said goodbye, then again who doesn't
R.I.P to all these amazing people above. We all miss and love you!
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